Premier deuil / Self Inflicted (Single)

by Nostalghia

supported by

birchbricker I've enjoyed all of the music of Nostalghia, up to this point. I do not care for the new album. The vocals are too much. It's a shame, I was really looking forward to the new record, then I heard this. The music is good... but the vocals... It has that DSBM wailing across the top of the otherwise good music. Too bad. Favorite track: Premier deuil / Self Inflicted (Single).

isabelledoomswallow i love this song

hamwil First (corny, i know, but still....) Favorite track: Premier deuil / Self Inflicted (Single).

	/

Streaming + Download

Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

Purchasable with gift card

name your price

about

Introduction and first track off Nostalghia's upcoming album: Duelo. To be released on 7th July.

Please support Nostalghia on Patreon:
www.patreon.com/nostalghiametal

• Get instant access to exclusive content.
• Know everything about Nostalghia's upcoming albums.
• Have a special thanks mention on future Nostalghia releases.

lyrics

Scars on my chest
bleed once again.

Holding the knife, I cut open,
tearing my flesh apart.
I can't see the end
of this emptiness.

I stand lifeless,
unable to breathe.
But I can't seem to die,
my hands are too weak.

This absence weighs me
six feet under.

Crush these bones,
take this body.

Come and save me,
from this endless grief;
give me your sweet kiss,
I want to be free.

My veins are empty,
this heart pumps nothing.

All by myself,
I seek this pain.

credits

released June 2, 2023
All music written, performed, recorded and produced by Alex Becerra, except:

• Bass clarinet solo written, performed and recorded by Valeria Dávila.

Lyrics written by Alex Becerra.

Cover art: Eve (detail, 1885), by Anna Lea Merritt.

license

about

Nostalghia Mexico City, Mexico

Recommendations

contact / help

Contact Nostalghia

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this track or account

Nostalghia recommends:

Euphorbia
by Oculi Melancholiarum

Amalgam of ethereal sounds, ranging from dreampop to extreme metal, by prolific one-woman-band Victoria Carmilla H. from Mexico. Nostalghia
go to album
T H E
by tricot

Complex and technical while remaining lively and fun. An essential release for math rock enthusiasts. Nostalghia
go to album
Visions of Bodies Being Burned
by clipping.

Noisy and straight-up frightening. Always brings something fresh to the (turn)table. Nostalghia
go to album

If you like Nostalghia, you may also like:

Obsessions
by Notturno

supported by 5 fans who also own “Premier deuil / Self Inflicted (Single)”

Obsessions, premier album de Notturno, ne pouvait avoir de meilleur nom. Le black metal dépressif y commence avec douceur pour occuper vos pensées. Et une fois que le point de non retour a été franchi, il est dévastateur. Le champ des émotions exprimées par Kjiel est immense : colère, détresse et déprime hantent chacun de ses cris ; ses chuchotements traduisent une fatigue qui ne pourra jamais être soulagée — je comprends mieux pourquoi Imber Luminis a travaillé avec Eyelessight. Magnifique. Jordan Vauvert
go to album
Arrival
by Mesarthim

supported by 5 fans who also own “Premier deuil / Self Inflicted (Single)”

A mesmerising exploration of the melodic side of cosmic BM, synths take a lead melodic voice rather than guitar/vocals to great effect. Closer ‘Type IV’ is an absolute journey worthy of the satellite image that adorns the cover. One of my favourite releases of 2023. Lloyd James
go to album
Self Loather
by Ghost Bath

In advance of their November tour, catch up on the latest shredder from atmospheric black metal band Ghost Bath. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 31, 2022
go to album